Perfectly Imperfect

Okay so I suck at writing, get over it. I'm not so good at relationships, too bad. You like me? well don't...I'm to complicated for you. I'm perfectly imperfect. People fail to see the real me. They see the girl who is all put together, no worries, no problems. They don't realize that inside i'm breaking down. I don't tell people how I feel. I keep everything to myself because I'm scared of what people think of me. I usually keep my heart closed..until I met him. I'm a country girl inside, although i love the city. I have strong values, don't mess with them. I don't hate anyone and never will. I won't judge you..unless you judge me. No ones ever figured me out, and they never will. I have a caring heart that is usually broken. I don't let anyone see me cry...because I don't want them to think I'm weak. Most of the time i'm confused about how I feel. My life is always messed up and never happy, but I tend to smile anyways. I like to see things as a fairytale...until I have to come back to reality. I love to wish on stars and pretend my wish will come true. I believe in second chances...most times. I don't stand for hurtful words..so don't bother saying them. I paint...it's my life. I love to sing and write songs...but I don't tell anyone, or let them hear me sing. I never get mad..there is no point. If I could live on a cloud I would( I love heights). I'd do anything to get a rush...it's exciting. I love gerber daisies...they remind me of my mom. I don't match my socks, ever..don't make fun of me. I'm different then everyone else. I know that im not perfect and I know that i'll never be, but i'm proud of who I am. I am who I am and i'm not changing for no one!..